From the bellies of the great serpents, I was taken to a place of utter stillness. We stood before a mountain, but it was not made of rock. It was a solid mass of dark, dense clay. The Yamduts dragged me to its base, where there was a small, dark opening. They threw me inside.
The opening sealed behind me. I was in a small, cramped cave. There was no light, and the air was thick, heavy, and stale. With every breath, the oxygen seemed to thin, replaced by a suffocating, poisonous fume that seeped from the clay walls.
This was Avatanirodhan. The Hell of No Way Out.
“This is for the jailer,” a voice murmured from the walls themselves. “For the one who traps another. The one who puts a living being in a cage. The one who confines another’s potential. The one who creates a prison, whether of iron bars or of circumstance.”
Panic seized me. I clawed at the walls, but the clay was hard as stone. I screamed, but the thick air swallowed the sound. My lungs burned.
My vision began to tunnel. I was suffocating. Just as consciousness faded, I would be granted a single, agonizing gasp of air, only for the slow suffocation to begin again.
Memory. I am Maya, as a child. I had a pet bird in a small cage. I loved it, I thought. But I kept it in a prison for my own pleasure. I remember its frantic, hopeless fluttering against the bars. Now I feel its claustrophobia, its despair.
Memory. I am Dimple. I have a brilliant, creative employee on my team. He has ideas that could change the company. But his brilliance threatens me. So I keep him buried. I assign him to tedious, dead-end projects. I praise his “reliability” while I ensure he never gets a chance to shine. I have built a cage of corporate jargon and meaningless tasks around his spirit, and I have let him suffocate there.
In Avatanirodhan, I learned that a cage is a cage, whether made of metal or of a thousand small acts of suppression. To deny another being their freedom, their potential to soar, is a sin that earns you your own perfect, inescapable, and suffocating prison.
Index of: Journey Of Hell: The Unforgotten Promise
- A Warning to the Reader
- A Mother’s Testimony
- Chapter 1 The God of Small Betrayals
- Chapter 2 The Sins of a Mother
- Chapter 3 The Soul and The Body
- Chapter 4 the Road of a Thousand Regrets
- Chapter 5 A Desert of Burning Rage
- Chapter 6 The Prison Before Birth
- Chapter 7 A River of Self
- Chapter 8 The Twelve-Day Ghost
- Chapter 9 The Refusal
- Chapter 10 The Universal Law
- Chapter 11 The City of Hounds
- Chapter 12 A Forest of Lies
- Chapter 13 The Weight of the World
- Chapter 14 The Price of Meat
- Chapter 15 The Question of Hope
- Chapter 16 The City of Strange Torments
- Chapter 17 The Road to the Court
- Chapter 18 An Interrogation Before Judgment
- Chapter 19 The Hall of Judgment
- Chapter 20 The Book of Deeds
- Chapter 21 The Currency of Hell
- Chapter 22 Tamisra, The Hell of Darkness
- Chapter 23 The Anatomy of a Jailer
- Chapter 24 Andhatamisra, The Betrayer’s Hell
- Chapter 25 Raurava, The Hell of the Hunted
- Chapter 26 Kumbhipaka, The Cook’s Hell
- Chapter 27 The Question of a Beast
- Chapter 28 Kalasutra, The Burning Plain
- Chapter 29 Krumibhojan, The Hell of Worms
- Chapter 30 Sandash, The Hell of Pincers
- Chapter 31 Taptasurmi, The Hell of Burning Lust
- Chapter 32 The Sin of the Eye
- Chapter 33 Vajrakantak Shalmali, The Hell of the Thorny Tree
- Chapter 34 Vaitarni, The River of Broken Duty
- Chapter 35 Puyoda, The Ocean of Filth
- Chapter 36 Pranarodh, The Hell of Suffocation
- Chapter 37 The Ghost in the Room
- Chapter 38 The Nihilist’s Bargain
- Chapter 39 Vaishasan, The Hell of Hollow Rituals
- Chapter 40 Lalabhaksa, The River of Shame
- Chapter 41 Sarameyadana, The Feast of the Dogs
- Chapter 42 Avichi, The Waveless Hell
- Chapter 43 A Question of Fault
- Chapter 44 Ayahpaan, The Hell of Molten Iron
- Chapter 45 Sukaramukha, The Hell of the Unjust
- Chapter 46 Andhakupa, The Dark Well
- Chapter 47 Dandashuka, The Hell of Serpents
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