As the last word was written, the pen fell from my numb fingers. My work was done. I was empty.
The soft, pearlescent light filled the room. Katha was standing before me, her face a mask of calm, cosmic neutrality.
“It is done,” she said.
“Yes,” I whispered, my throat dry. “The book is finished. The pact is fulfilled.” I looked at her, my heart a frantic bird in a cage of ribs, a desperate, fragile hope I thought had been extinguished, flickering back to life. “My family,” I said, my voice cracking. “Rohan. Avi. Maya. You promised.”
“I do not break my promises, Dimple,” Katha said. “The terms of the pact have been met. Your family will be returned to you.”
A sob of pure, unadulterated relief tore from my throat. It was a sound of a dam breaking after a lifetime of pressure. I fell to my knees, my head bowed, weeping with a gratitude so profound it was a physical pain. “Thank you,” I cried, over and over. “Thank you.”
“They will be returned to Earth,” Katha continued, and her voice, calm and clear, cut through my joyful tears like a sliver of ice. “They will live out full lives. But there is a condition, Dimple. A law of the cosmos you must understand. When a soul is given a new life, the memory of the past is wiped clean.”
I looked up, a cold dread beginning to seep into the warmth of my relief, chilling it from the inside out.
“They will forget this place,” she stated, each word a carefully placed stone sealing a tomb. “They will forget their torment. They will forget your sacrifice. They will return to their old natures, with all their flaws and weaknesses. Rohan, with his pride and his secrets. Maya, with her despair and her casual cruelties. They will live life exactly as they used to be, oblivious. Is this an acceptable outcome for you, Dimple? A temporary reprieve, only for them to commit new sins and risk this path all over again when they die?”
The room grew cold. The truth of her words was a brutal, horrifying weight. My sacrifice, this whole journey of witnessing and writing, would be for nothing but a temporary stay of execution.
It was a cosmic loophole that fixed the body but left the soul diseased. Returning them to their old lives was just resetting the clock on their damnation. It was the cruelest, most hollow victory imaginable.
“No…” I whispered, the word catching in my throat, a dry leaf of sound. “No, that is a worse hell than any I have seen.” The image of them, laughing and living, but walking blindly back towards the same fire, was an agony beyond any physical torment I had witnessed.
I fell forward, my forehead touching the cold floor, not in defeat, but in a final, desperate prayer. “Katha… I understand now,” I said, my voice muffled by the carpet. “The promise was for their souls. Not for their bodies. I do not want them back for myself, to be the broken people they were. I want them to be safe. Forever.”
I looked up, my eyes clear and burning, my voice steady with a purpose that dwarfed all my previous resolve. “I have a final bargain to offer.”
“The pact is complete,” Katha said, her voice softening, a hint of sorrow in its depths.
“No. This is the real pact,” I insisted, pushing myself to my feet. “This is the only one that matters. Take the merit of this book. Take the merit of my suffering. But do not return my family to Earth. Do not return them to me. Return them to God. Let them find peace in His eternal abode, where there is no more sin, no more suffering, no more cycle of birth and death. Their eternal peace is more important than my temporary possession of them. Let that be my unforgotten promise.”
A profound silence filled the room. Katha looked at me, her ancient eyes seeing not just a sinner, but a mother performing the ultimate act of selfless love. This was true detachment. This was a merit beyond any she had recorded.
She was still for a long, long time. Then, she slowly, deliberately, nodded her head.
“The Law is about balance, Dimple,” she said, her voice filled with a strange, resonant awe.
“An act of such perfect, selfless love creates a new and powerful balance. The bargain is accepted. Their debt is paid. They will go to the Lord.”
A wave of joy so pure, so overwhelming it was a light that extinguished all darkness, flooded my soul. I had done it. They were safe. Truly safe.
Index of: Journey Of Hell: The Unforgotten Promise
- A Warning to the Reader
- A Mother’s Testimony
- Chapter 1 The God of Small Betrayals
- Chapter 2 The Sins of a Mother
- Chapter 3 The Soul and The Body
- Chapter 4 the Road of a Thousand Regrets
- Chapter 5 A Desert of Burning Rage
- Chapter 6 The Prison Before Birth
- Chapter 7 A River of Self
- Chapter 8 The Twelve-Day Ghost
- Chapter 9 The Refusal
- Chapter 10 The Universal Law
- Chapter 11 The City of Hounds
- Chapter 12 A Forest of Lies
- Chapter 13 The Weight of the World
- Chapter 14 The Price of Meat
- Chapter 15 The Question of Hope
- Chapter 16 The City of Strange Torments
- Chapter 17 The Road to the Court
- Chapter 18 An Interrogation Before Judgment
- Chapter 19 The Hall of Judgment
- Chapter 20 The Book of Deeds
- Chapter 21 The Currency of Hell
- Chapter 22 Tamisra, The Hell of Darkness
- Chapter 23 The Anatomy of a Jailer
- Chapter 24 Andhatamisra, The Betrayer’s Hell
- Chapter 25 Raurava, The Hell of the Hunted
- Chapter 26 Kumbhipaka, The Cook’s Hell
- Chapter 27 The Question of a Beast
- Chapter 28 Kalasutra, The Burning Plain
- Chapter 29 Krumibhojan, The Hell of Worms
- Chapter 30 Sandash, The Hell of Pincers
- Chapter 31 Taptasurmi, The Hell of Burning Lust
- Chapter 32 The Sin of the Eye
- Chapter 33 Vajrakantak Shalmali, The Hell of the Thorny Tree
- Chapter 34 Vaitarni, The River of Broken Duty
- Chapter 35 Puyoda, The Ocean of Filth
- Chapter 36 Pranarodh, The Hell of Suffocation
- Chapter 37 The Ghost in the Room
- Chapter 38 The Nihilist’s Bargain
- Chapter 39 Vaishasan, The Hell of Hollow Rituals
- Chapter 40 Lalabhaksa, The River of Shame
- Chapter 41 Sarameyadana, The Feast of the Dogs
- Chapter 42 Avichi, The Waveless Hell
- Chapter 43 A Question of Fault
- Chapter 44 Ayahpaan, The Hell of Molten Iron
- Chapter 45 Sukaramukha, The Hell of the Unjust
- Chapter 46 Andhakupa, The Dark Well
- Chapter 47 Dandashuka, The Hell of Serpents
- Chapter 48 Avatanirodhan, The Hell of Suffocation
- Chapter 49 Paryavartan, The Hell of Mockery
- Chapter 50 Ksharakardam, The Mire of Pride
- Chapter 51 Rakshogana-bhojan, The Feast of the Ruined
- Chapter 52 The Ledger of Hell
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